A story of love and longing for a child by Judith Uyterlinde Essential reading for any woman who's ever longed to be a mother...Judith Uyterlinde had it all; health, intelligence, good looks, a fabulous career and a happy relationship with a wonderful man. All that was missing from her perfect life was a child, and how hard could that be? As it turned out, Judith would experience the agony of miscarrying twins, suffer two ectopic pregnancies, and endure four failed IVF attempts before finally having to accept that she could not give birth to a child of her own. Written with a searing intensity, Judith's years of struggling are recounted with humour and honesty.