<b><i>In those first moments, that admission felt precious to me: it was something that I alone had been deemed worthy enough to carry and I was grateful. I was grateful to finally know, but I still couldn't speak.</b></i><br/><br/>Something was wrong, she knew it, but she was entirely unprepared for what he would tell her.<br/><br/>Viewed through the lens of a relationship breakdown after one partner discloses to the other that they are transgender, this autofiction spans eighteen months: from the moments of first discovery, through the eventual disintegration of their partnership, to the new beginnings of independence. <br/><br/>In diaries and letters, <i>Now That I See You</i> unfolds a love story that, while often messy and uncomfortable, is a poignant and personal exploration of identity, gender, love and grief.<br/><br/><br/><b>'An insightful novel . . . absorbing page-turner from the start.' Hsu-Ming Teo, previous winner of <i>The Australian</i>/Vogel's Literary Award for <i>Love and Vertigo</i></b>